So...Here it is

Well ever since I started to blog I have had a hard time finding something to write about, well something fun.  Not that there is no fun in my life but I felt I was blogging about superficial stuff instead of the real serious "real" stuff.  So here it is...This is me. I PRAY that this will cause some of you to say "Oh now I get her" =) I'm a Christian, a follower of The King! I'm a Wife to an AMAZING husband, Momma to 2 kids who are crazy, beautiful and FUN.  Those are my priorities, in THAT order.  I am scatter-brained, love to shout out useless random facts (my hubby calls me Captain Random), I speak, write and think in short phrases rather in sentences and I'm a fly by the seat of pants kinda gal.  I don't fit in with most people, they don't get me.  My views, values and convictions are mine and I love them.  A year and a half ago I was afraid to leave the house...so I didn't.  I suffered from anxiety, panic attacks and depression.  I ASKED FOR HELP and got it.  I'm better now but every day is a struggle and AMEN for me that every day is a new day in CHRIST.  Medication is occasionally frowned upon at church, I haven't mentioned it.  I prayed to not be this way...I prayed HARD.  The LORD anwers EVERY prayer, may not be the answer you thought you'd get but none the less they are always answered.  There's more =)  I'm not a girly girl, I don't get girls night out.  I like to be at home with my loves, there is no where I would rather be.  The way I choose to live MY life confuses others..  I'm just different. I have a heart for the homeless, the hungry and the parentless.  I am one of those "If I won a million dollars I would give it away" type of people. Truly, I would. 
 So, There it is.
Yes!!! VICTORY!!

My prayer is that this helps someone in some way. I was inspired to write this after a dear friend of mine posted something so similar it was eery.  I always felt connected to her without knowing too much and now I know why.  If my story can help someone else out then that is a BLESSING my friend!